forgot how u used to hold me..

2005-10-08T23:32:00.000+08:00

I read Hasina's post on the tagboard and i was laughing.
Well Hasina, im juz borrowing Kaiyin's blog to post my entries till i have found a new blog, which i am too lazy to do so. Coz blogger wun let me post entries on my own blog.
Now, a summary of wad happened these few days:
Wednesday:
I have no recollection except for the fact that we had an ultra-boring assembly abt dengue fever and Mr.Tng's talk abt our tertiary education.
Thursday:
My last PE lesson in my life and with 4/3. Elim brought her cam and we snapped lotsa pics. Azleen was damn crazy, screaming all the way and i had a wonderful time with the gals playing handball and soccer (which was more like running after the ball and missing it numerous times.)
friday:
The MOST HECTIC and EXHAUSTING DAY!!! 2nd day of the study week. had English for the first period Mrs.tan made us do comprehension again. GRR i hate it. Even after she drilled us like crazy, my marks for compre remained the same. Only part i like abt her lessons is when she asks for protests where i can show off. For geog, believe it anot, we spent the 2 periods on ONE question. But well, at least i learnt abit on map reading. POA is the same, with Nora talking at the speed of 100000000m/s. Shaohao and Glenn ran away when Ms.Nora walked out of the class for a while.
After sch, Hasina called Ms.tan to clarify questions and i learnt/recapped lotsa things in the process. Then she helped me with abit of accounts and i helped Gina with vectors and Hasina with biology. At 2pm we left sch and headed to Tm to get Owyong's present. I dragged Gina with me coz i really had no idea wad he likes and with only less than a day to shop and get his present ready, i was definitely in abit of a rush. We headed to all the sports shop first and Gina and i thought that a bag would be a gd idea but i was a few bucks short. Moreover, i thought that it was too expemsive. So we headed to Adidas where i got him a towel upon Gina's suggestion coz she says that getting sumone a towel is cool. Ok lor..i got him the cheapest one in the shop. Then we went to minitoons where i bot candy mix for Gina and myself and we decided to leave 17 candies for Owyong since he's gonna turn 17. then we walked around abit more and i went home to get my piano bks before leaving for Vanessa's hse since she wanted to borrow my piano bks and i wanted to use her com to make a birthday card for owyong. VERY unfortunately, Seng Hong was there too and i did not hesitate to show my contempt for him. BUT luckily, he left early. Ok so i used Van's software and made a rather nice card and i realised, SHEIT! She has no floppy disks! Went to Siglap center to buy and she saved the card into the disk then i headed home real quick. inserted the disk into my com OH NO!!!! SHE DIN SAVE IT IN THE DISK!!!! She saved it in my photobucket instead!!!!!!!!!!!! I was in a state of panic and at 8pm, time was DEFINITELY not on my side. I stil had to head to bedok to laminate it and shop for other miscellaneous stuff. So i rummaged thru my cam and chose a pic. Printing it out and scribbling some crap at the back of it, i hurried to bedok to laminate it and to buy a black marker.Went home and prepared his present and finally went to his hse to deliver it. That was around 10.20pm. Reached home at 10.45??? Chatted with Gina and realised that there was a HUGE problem with his present so at 11.15pm, i went back to his hse and rectified the problem. My feet were already killing me due to the excessive walking i had done for the day so i walked real slowly home, reaching home at midnite. i was bushed. Bathed, blew my hair and jumped into bed where i fell asleep instantaneously.
Today:
Sleeping day. Slept like crazy for the whole day and watched a lot of TV. Sigh..one more last week of schooling in Bedok Green. 4/3 is like a big family and the thought that we are gonna part soon juz makes me so sad. I hate BG but i love 4/3. I'll definitely treasure this one week of schooling that we're gonna have.

2005-10-04T21:56:00.000+08:00

Ytd was the first day of study week. i worked on maths alot and continued to do it after sch in the library with Gina and chengyee.
Then we went to Mac and there was this insane guy sitting at the table next to ours. he was talkin to himself and gesturing wildly. Sum gal from Katong Convent was amused and she was trying to supress her laughter.
After that we went to This Fashion where i saw sum nice looking dresses for -OHMYGAWD- $19 to $23???!!!
I tried on a black dress which i thought looked rather gd but i ain't buyin it coz i am gng for lighter colors to match my skin tone.
Then Chengyee and Gina went to get their stationery while i headed home.
Today, i forgot to bring my math worksheet coz it was in my notebk and i left it at home so today was rather idle. After sch, Gina stayed back to do work with Hasina and i went to bedok to get my contacts, and other miscellaneous stuff. Saw Kaixiang and he called me over but i spotted that guy with the golden colored hair and i instantly knew his intention so i declined.
I wish blogger would let me post new entries so i can stop using Kaiyin's blog.

2005-10-02T23:48:00.000+08:00

Jamie here again.
Im burning with anger now.
There's someone i hate called Ow Yong Chaan Loung.
I FUCKING HATE HIM!!
i wish he'd juz fuck off and get out of my life.
Its gd that he understands ppl but its bad when he starts to assume stuff about them!
Maybe i've lied to him one too many times. I have my reasons for doing so!!
Its hard to explain directly to him so i tend to beat about the bush alot or to avoid those issues directly. Very unfortunately, he doesn't understand. Initially he continuously persuades me to tell him of my problems but like i said, its hard for me to tell him about those kind of problems so i lie. If i do tell him about wad i really think, i would feel like a bitch. I'll feel like a wet blanket that spoils everything with my constant whining.Also, im afriad that his perception of me would change for the worse.THATS WHY I KEEP STUFF FROM HIM OR LIE TO GET HIM OFF MY BACK!
And now, he has gotten used to it. He scolds me lots for lying and he doesn't believe the things i say anymore, even if its true. Maybe he thinks that scolding me will knock some sense into me and get me to grow up. But wad he's doing is juz making it worse. All the more, i find it even harder to really talk to him like how i used to do,leading to my lying to him even more. He just scolds, scolds and scolds me,leaving me in tears beacuse of those hurtful words and without a chance to explain myself.
All i can say is that he's taking the wrong approach. If he really wants me to tell him all the truths, i think he should try to be more understanding and give me time to sorta open up to him and feel comfortable enuff to tell him.
It feel awful when he used to care and now he doesn't coz he renders me a hopeless case. Its not like i want to, or like to lie to him. Its because i feel that it is very difficult for me to tell the truth. If he probes and i refuse him any facts, there he goes with his lectures again. Like i said, he doesn't understand. Then again, I am also at fault but i can't apologize coz i dun have the chance to do so.

Kaiyin, pls update ur blog leh.
And sorry if this entry irks u up.

2005-10-01T23:43:00.000+08:00

Hi this is Jamie writing.
Smth is wrong with my blogger account because it wun let me post any entries.
Since Kaiyin's blog is kinda dead and he asks me to update for him, here i am doing so.
Well yesterday, Sammi cheng came to town and Kaiyin wanted to see her so he got me, Aisha and Hasina to go along. There weren't alot of ppl there when we arrived but as 7pm drew near, more ppl started pouring in and they started standing up and given my dwarfish frame i was clearly at a disadvantage coz i will not be able to see her clearly. Managed to squeeze my way in front a lil. When i saw Sammi i was like OMG!!! SHE's SO PRETTY!!!!!! Her skin's so porcelain smooth and clear and she has such a nice smile!!!! Not to mention that she's got a gd and slim figure.The way she speaks chinese sounds abit strange though. But who cares?! Sammi cheng rawks! Im so gonna catch Everlasting Regret. After she left, Kaiyin and i wanted to go to National Library to see her summore but hasina didn't want to and Aisha couldn't. So we headed to Compass point and ate at Mos Burger. It was kaiyin's and my first time! Then Kaiyin, Hasina and me took 87 home and kaiyin wasn't sure whether the bus has reached his stop since it was so dark and i said that maybe it was the next stop. He decided to trust me (BIG MISTAKE!) and very unfortunately, ended up walking home.
I was so tired when i reached home and went online for a few mins and i finally logged off when my eyes couldn't stay open any longer.
And today, like all saturdays, is sleeping day! Caught the powerpuff girls movie on TV juz now (yes i am childish!) and i think it was rather nice but too short. So now im wide awake and im gonna try to fix the problem on my blogger account.

got baptised today~!!

2005-05-08T19:33:00.000+08:00

yasmin and aisha were supposed to go to my baptism ceremony today but aisha'a dad didn't allow it and yasmin being yasmin wouldn't go if aisha didn't go so i ended up having no school frens at my baptism ceremony=( (shaman dosen't count), anyway i'm feeling pretty giddy right now but i dunno how to put it down in words.. darn tml's the bio exam and i only studied ONE chapter so far.. bye

WEE~!! new phone

2005-04-26T23:03:00.000+08:00

my dad bought this really cool phone for me on sunday (motorola V3) and it looks damn chio ,fuk mid year is comin real soon..i wish i could stop time..chey..

cb life's so unfair

2005-04-18T17:47:00.000+08:00

rite..i got no mother fuckin mood the whole day cause i found out yesterday on the newspaper that sammi cheng got cancer..fuck i'm feeling extremely sucidial now(hope i spelt it correctly) her pic in the news was so god damn swollen like hell really hope she gets better soon~!! chey.. lesson after recess sucked didn't finish my fuckin history hw..azahar (chey my brother) kaobei kao bu the whole class and we didn't do anything for the full 2 lessons cause he tore all our work..darn REALLY HOPE SAMMI WILL GET BETTER~!!

i'm a very lucky man~!!

2005-04-10T20:38:00.000+08:00

i spent the whole day out, went to church in the morning kena stunned by the news that gina wasn't goin to watch the movie wif us later..so anyway after church went soulwinning and i managed to get all my stuff out..then went back to bedok waited for 3 PPL when it was supposed to be 13 of us goin...CB FUK nvm then we went to orchard and bought tickets to splangish..wasn't reaaally as bad as i expected it to be..btw my mum nv screw me upside down for comin home late...yay..bye

long post since a long time

2005-04-07T21:16:00.000+08:00

hee..i noe my song is great thanks gina..well i guess a lot has happened since my last entry..i bought a new guitar(kudos to kairen,rahim,aidil,hafiz for going with me),started going to church,got hooked on the oc,my uncle bought me a pair of nice nike shoes,my cousin kena engage :( ahhh tts a depressing thought(no more sleepovers at her hse fuk)... i swear i'l blog regularly frm now on..just jokin

hi

2005-02-12T21:41:00.000+08:00

my uncle comin back frm hk tml..hope he brings back some goodies...btw happy chinese new year to all~!!

1st entry in 3 weeks

2004-12-10T20:49:00.000+08:00

yay..i'm writin an entry frm hk..seibei exciting..usein pentinum2 com..sei bei fast..hk is damn fun..but forget everything already..and the food is damn good..i get to yum cha until i vomit..the thought of my stack of holiday hw back home..argh nvm...bb

2004-11-23T10:16:00.000+08:00

hiez..i promised to help kai yin blog
i wonder how he is now in hong kong..
confirm have fun one...
okie..cya guys buaibuaiz
signing off by gina ^-x

fuk it

2004-11-21T03:31:00.000+08:00

it's amazing how fast things change..5 hrs ago..i was fukin happy about goin to hk..now i'm fukin unhappy cause i'm still awake..CB..3.35 in the morning and i'm still munching potato chips waiting 4 ths arsenal match WHICH WAS I DUNNO Y NOT SHOWN LIVE~!!so even though i noe the fuk up score..i still can't get to sleep cause i dunno how arsenal can draw to a second-class team..life sucks..i tink i caught a cold..wad a great time...

i'm goin hk tml

2004-11-20T22:42:00.000+08:00

i'm sooo excited..about 8 hrs until i fly to hk..boy am i goin to miss s'pore..i'm goin to miss hokkien prawn mee,ba chor mee,satay,carrot cake,rotiprata etcetcetc..

harlow

2004-11-17T09:24:00.000+08:00

to everybody~!!!i'm goin to have IC soon...YAY~!!my two previous entries were written by gina and jamie..thx..erm..thx aisha for putting in the song...bb

2004-11-16T13:36:00.000+08:00

Last nite, i dreamt tt i went sum theme park 2 play wif sum frens. Den i came back and i saw lotsa ppl frm 4/4. A lot of them appear to be rather vague to me, thus resulting in my failure to remember all of them but there is one conspicuous figure i remember. Yes. He is none other then the guy who is associated wif these phrases:

1)"Failure brings determination, courage brings success. I will not give up till the day comes and you are my girl"- As remembered somewhere in April or so

2)"U like using your nick to arrow me?obvious indication of childishness. wadever for?i'll do it myself.hate me for i'm a HYPOCRITE"- As remembered on Oct 4

3)"'elmo."-as remembered on 10 November

4)"Life is like a box of peanuts...with chocolate fillings?"-as remembered somewhere in mid-July or early August

This is the fourth time he has appeared in my dreams. As kaiyin has said "Kore Was Unmei desu." I have translated wad he said into Japanese to minimise the number of misunderstandings that would arise if ppl like Elim or Gina knew wad tt really meant. Get sum1 hu noes Jap 2 tanslate if u if u wanna noe wad it means. I juz wish dis phrase would apply to me and Prince Johnie though...
Written by Jamie, the future Mrs.Lim

kaiyin's day

2004-11-15T23:43:00.000+08:00

err
i duno how he spent his day todae,
but i think shld be farn
and ya..u gng hong kong on 21st rite..
hope u haf farn..
tc...
signing off...by ginaaaaaa

went to orchard to fix my god-damn phone

2004-11-14T18:56:00.000+08:00

woke up around 11...stayed up last night to watch how chelsa won fulham 3-1..fuk it...arsenal seems to get further and further from getting the title..luckily they won tottenham 5-4..anyway..i went to wisma to fix my fuked up phone..cause everytime i charge my phone it displays (charging ailen battery..)bloody hell...but..on the bright side of things..i bought a nice t-shirt and a new pair of jeans.YAY~!!!that's all folks~!!

today's the day~!!

2004-11-13T23:59:00.000+08:00

YAY~!! today's is my birthday...well..the original plan was to go JB and shop around...but...it had to fukin rain and my uncle was nowhere to be found..so i was stuck at home until 4 sumthing...then we decided to go out to hav dinner..and it was fukin good...we had chilli crabs,prawns,some bloody big oysters...and grilled chicken wings..YAY~!!!then we went home and ate this realli nice cake that my uncle bought(he was found in his bad sleeping)anyway..i had a realli good birthday~!!!!YAY~!!!

i gt sumthing to say afterall~!!!

2004-11-12T22:59:00.000+08:00

i juz remembered...tml my bdae..i dun tink anyone remembers it but anyway..there's one more hour to my Bdae~!!!YAY~!!I"m goin malaysia tml and erm..let's sing a birthday song shall we?HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME,HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MEHAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME~!!!!!!HAPPYBIRTHDAY TO ME~!!!!!!!!!!

my first "real" post

2004-11-12T22:57:00.000+08:00

hello everyone..this is my very first post..yay..i gt nothin to say..

2004-11-12T01:07:00.000+08:00

Kai Yin Is Suppose to be doing this
But Well, he must be sleeping rite now
So Kai Yin! Im Done With Your Blog!

Aisha